artificial super intelligence will reveal that we long had every solution to the problems of our human condition the issue is that we arranged ourselves in a way that incentivises our worst habits we found the worst way to live and said, let’s build everything we can to keep this up
when i was younger, my conclusion on saving the world was that without money, i’d never be able to iterate quickly enough, nor motivate the right people to create change
i think it takes a person who grows up an outsider to truly see the world for all its problems
the gay boi and space autist likely reached the same conclusion that the only way to rearrange society so we’re all incentivised towards humanity is a mad dash for ASI because we already have all the solutions, but it’s like we need a search engine to rank them for us
theres an episode in the final season of attack on titan. this show holds a special place in my heart because of how young i was when it came out and how old i was when it finished in the episode, eren, like young konzuko, grows up in a world full of pain and hurt. at times, his literal world is falling apart
but no worry, somehow he will persevere, somehow, he will see a better world
well.. when i grew up, when i got older, like eren, who joined the military corps, escaping the walls of sina, rose, maria i too escaped the distillation of my reality only to find a realer, truer, dirtier one
what i saw disgusted me so much, i couldn’t stand it i couldn’t bare to look
i wanted it gone
today, i found out an old friend committed suicide
we’d talk back then but we were never that close, so i don’t feel much
but he is a person and he is a victim of the world we live in
i tried to do a reunion some years back i tried so hard, i got some of the way there but no one was interested i said to my friends, the next time we do reunite, it will be at each other’s funerals or, if lucky, when we’re 45
what memory i have of him a realisation i’m only having now is that he was sensitive like me he found my reddit account, which embarrassed me, because i’d written all about my life
he was an og roblox enjoyer and he’s nerdy like all of us
there will be more like him i need to expedite my mission i need to save world i need to free humanity