as i watch this speed n kai minecraft stream i begin to wonder
am i a loser?
a neet incel loser
see, i claim the term neet
but when you breakdown why people watch streamers why ive watched some variation of streamer since 2014 though then as a gamer
from 2017 as a loner
ice, cjay, jake, hyub, ugo, dankquan, who else?
if you’re lonely if you never interact with anyone u watch streams
dont have a girlfriend work everyday 11 hours a day?
u can donate to shayshay and she’ll read out your name and talk about the game shes playing
i considered being a streamer myself once to be locked in a chair all day 24 hours a day reacting to my community of scrolling emojis
i chose against it
the joke is on me
no money no community no movies
i wonder how many of their 500,000 live viewers are lonely