in attendance for a wedding
fastest church ceremony of my life Praise Be these are BLACK people? the miraculouslessness of a fast ceremony
Sat down at a table with 3 guys and aint it incredible how the gaze and the demeanor of a man just comes through
in these 3 men what they have, and dont i see it
fitted suit, 3 children, wife and children, suit fits and shoes shine, no break at the hem, bowtie, and friendly
dreaded, moss brothers, £99 illfitted, wear it every “smart” occasion suit; his mind elsewhere, likely on where the next bit of money will be coming
a shifty, unable to maintain contact, jaded looking man, both stupid and unable to understand basic sarcastic humour - he delivers parcels - no suit
now my emporio armani suit is nothing to stand tall about it’s emporio armani…
their presentation of themselves is a rising scale; a representation of what their life means are
fitted moss dreaded & shifty
the man with a family hustler university & amazon delivery
you can smell a man who can barely take care of himself the same way you can smell a man who can take care of a family
and when i look at this shifty delivery driver i cant help but wonder what separates him from me?
short, ethnically east african, and keeps to himself he talks of getting a week off to finally go and see family
just a week?
could he take more time off and be able to support his means?
give me 10 more years i could be the same as him
everyone here is such a normal person the wait staff older women in service industry, limping across the floor to hand me my tropical fruit crumble
not unlike my own elderly, still working, mother
Theyre working but not because they want to.
A lot of the people here are overweight, ugly, or just different Theyre normal they put on that outfit they have on the side specified for smart events
The 3 men at my table.
I always forget about these people.
The ones without hope.
Theres 2 types of people. You’re born. You learn. You grow. And mummy and daddy get you a job at the good company because youve been acting all silly.
The other is born…
By the time they realise it, theyre 30, confused, and life feels much more miserable than it somehow should. Things always seem Harder than they should.
Ive always been caught in this weird inbetween. I have hope but somehow it’s almost like i shouldnt. I forget that i shouldnt. But today im reminded.
Today I realise girls love to get really stressed for a big occassion. Hair, nails, makeup, dress. you could tell them they can make it easier but thats not the point. And when they look good take lots of pictures get lots of looks
A performance for others for themselves. Shes turned on by the idea of you being turned on by her. She perceives herself through her perception of your perception of her
Her viewing you viewing her being there is the whole event.
Shes the whole snack.
The children are on the dancefloor the children are running around one children jumped UP & down on beat to the clapping during the speech
i asked one of the little girls if i could also have a cool flashing bracelet She was shy but before i could get an answer, i was told i shouldnt speak to children because it’s weird
these days the sounds of some person having fun is something id rather hear
im glad they didnt separate the children from the adults it takes a village and her mother? all of her tranquility