im trying now to unlock my brain from captivity

unjade me

2 weeks to recapture my self-esteem i need to regain control of my fear

the brain i had when i was 18 years old had no fear but to feel fear, AND overcome, would make me so much stronger i could never lose and my capacity to think and do would always be loose unjaded

for advice i’ll ask visakan and see if he responds

but im close i see something

in simple terms for the RETARDS im taking a mental health holiday to unFUCK my brain so i can not feel the impending doom consume my being and my brain collapse under the weight of my Grand lonely expectations and crowdsourced validations